Advice you would give yourself way back when...

It's gonna be ok! Don't take that! You don't need it. Really. Be easier on yourself. Prepare yourself for the world. It's harsh. Love yourself more. Overcome your fears. They will come at you like bullets. You have to grow up soon. GET IT TOGETHER! Tell mom the truth. Trust mom with that secret this time. Mom is going to support you! Stop beating yourself up over something you cannot control. If you would have told her (mom) when it happened, she would have listened!!!! Trust people a little more but take heed. Spend more time with your friends that care instead of "significant others' that didn't. Make yourself a priority; not an option! (Love ya Ren) Leave. He is going to do it again to you, so leave and never look back!